There is an extremely compelling documentary I would strongly recommend to anyone. At first, you may casually discard it, thinking of it as a music industry documentary. But, it is much, much more than that: it is a poignant reminder that we are all gifted with one life and how important the decisions we make are in regard to the quality of that life. Please forgive my tendency to wax poetic and read on.
“You’re Gonna Miss Me” is a 2005 documentary about Roky Erickson, a founding member of and the creative force behind the 13th Floor Elevators. The term “psychedelic rock” was invented by Erickson as a description of the new sound the band was pioneering. Best known for the hit single of the same name as the documentary, the band broke through the folk-based rock in San Francisco with a sound that became a template for many more bands to follow, including Big Brother & The Holding Company, Iron Butterfly, Love and Jefferson Airplane. Although the single was initially lauded for the use of an “electric jug,” the lasting impact of the band was Roky Erickson’s vocal prowess.
The film opens on Roky’s later life when, in a deep state of schizophrenia, his welfare is to be decided by a contest between his mother and his youngest brother. Filmmaker Keven McAlester, before revealing the outcome of this struggle, first provides a stark and riveting account of the history that led to that point, from the breakthrough success of the 13th Floor Elevators to ultimately dire drug experimentation and incarceration in a mental hospital then a release followed by a career recovery with Roky Erickson and the Aliens and finally a drug relapse accompanied by acute schizophrenic symptoms.
The full impact of Erickson’s story is realized only when you become brave enough to not harden yourself to the tragedy of poor life decisions. Instead, it is a startling statement about how we all come into the world the same: alone and unsheltered, often times discovering that the shelter provided by a family can be exactly the opposite. Our lives are at the same time preciously unique and horribly fragile. Finding the strength to understand and accept that every day we may make a decision (or more than one) that could change the course of our lives is a difficult thing to fully grasp and an impossible concept for many to embrace. And the act of not choosing to understand is, in fact, an oftentimes tragic choice in itself.
As the film unfolds, it is easy to feel sad for the present day state of Erickson’s life, but it becomes deeply more tragic as you discover the promise and talent that were left behind as the result of wrong turns. If you like music history, you’ll love this documentary; if you want to live your life to the fullest, you need this documentary. It’s available from Netflix.
Click here to view the 13th Floor Elevators performing “You’re Gonna Miss Me”

